Monday, October 26, 2026

A House Without Kindness

No live organism can continue for long to exist sanely under conditions of absolute reality; even larks and katydids are supposed, by some, to dream. Hill House, not sane, stood by itself against its hills, holding darkness within; it had stood so for eighty years and might stand for eighty more. Within, walls continued upright, bricks met neatly, floors were firm, and doors were sensibly shut; silence lay steadily against the wood and stone of Hill House, and whatever walked there, walked alone.  
Shirley Jackson - The Haunting of Hill House





This house, which seemed somehow to have formed itself, flying together into its own powerful pattern under the hands of its builders, fitting itself into its own construction of lines and angles, reared its great head back against the sky without concession to humanity. It was a house without kindness, never meant to be lived in, not a fit place for people or for love or for hope. Exorcism cannot alter the countenance of a house; Hill House would stay as it was until it was destroyed.

Shirley Jackson - The Haunting of Hill House





Thursday, September 24, 2026

A Tale of Two Emperors

Like most of the Africans, Severus was passionately addicted to the vain studies of magic and divination, deeply versed in the interpretation of dreams and omens, and perfectly acquainted with the science of judicial astrology; which, in almost every age except the present, has maintained its dominion over the mind of man. He had lost his first wife, while he was governor of the Lionnese Gaul. In the choice of a second, he sought only to connect himself with some favorite of fortune; and as soon as he had discovered that the young lady of Emesa in Syria had a royal nativity, he solicited and obtained her hand. Julia Domna (for that was her name) deserved all that the stars could promise her. The grateful flattery of the learned has celebrated her virtues; but, if we may credit the scandal of ancient history, chastity was very far from being the most conspicuous virtue of the empress Julia.



Two sons, Caracalla and Geta, were the fruit of this marriage, and the destined heirs of the empire. The fond hopes of the father, and of the Roman world, were soon disappointed by these vain youths, who displayed the indolent security of hereditary princes; and a presumption that fortune would supply the place of merit and application. Without any emulation of virtue or talents, they discovered, almost from their infancy, a fixed and implacable antipathy for each other.


The declining health and last illness of Severus inflamed the wild ambition and black passions of Caracalla's soul. Impatient of any delay or division of empire, he attempted, more than once, to shorten the small remainder of his father's days, and endeavored, but without success, to excite a mutiny among the troops.


He expired at York in the sixty-fifth year of his life, and in the eighteenth of a glorious and successful reign. In his last moments he recommended concord to his sons, and his sons to the army. The salutary advice never reached the heart, or even the understanding, of the impetuous youths; but the more obedient troops, mindful of their oath of allegiance, and of the authority of their deceased master, resisted the solicitations of Caracalla, and proclaimed both brothers emperors of Rome.


This latent civil war already distracted the whole government, when a scheme was suggested that seemed of mutual benefit to the hostile brothers. It was proposed, that since it was impossible to reconcile their minds, they should separate their interest, and divide the empire between them.


Had the treaty been carried into execution, the sovereign of Europe might soon have been the conqueror of Asia; but Caracalla obtained an easier, though a more guilty, victory. He artfully listened to his mother's entreaties, and consented to meet his brother in her apartment, on terms of peace and reconciliation. In the midst of their conversation, some centurions, who had contrived to conceal themselves, rushed with drawn swords upon the unfortunate Geta.



Edward Gibbon - Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire, Chapter VI, Part 1.

Monday, July 20, 2026

Useless Giving and Useless Keeping

Useless giving, and useless keeping, has robbed them of the bright world,

And set them to this struggle:

What struggle it is, I do not amplify.


But you, my son, can see now the vain mockery

Of the wealth controlled by Fortune,

For which the human race fight with each other,


Since all the gold under the moon,

That ever was, could not give peace

To one of these weary souls.

Dante Alighieri - Inferno VII

 










Sunday, May 24, 2026

'Tis the time's plague when madmen lead the blind

 








OLD MAN  Alack, sir, he is mad.
GLOUCESTER 
’Tis the time’s plague when madmen lead the blind.
Do as I bid thee, or rather do thy pleasure.
Above the rest, begone.

King Lear, Act 4 scene 1

Sunday, April 19, 2026

We All Kept Talking

Two points, I think

Then you do

Open up

Look down there

Reading the manual

Keep Talking

Tuesday, April 14, 2026

Saturday, April 4, 2026

Twelve - Alexander Blok, 1918



Twelve


1


    Black night.

    White snow.

    The wind, the wind!

A fellow can’t stay upright.

    The wind, the wind -

Over the whole of creation!


    The wind whips

    White snowflakes.

Under the snowflakes - skim ice.

    Slippery, hard,

    Everyone afoot

Slips - ah, poor devil!


    From building to building

    Stretches a rope.

    On the rope - a banner:

“All Power to the Constituent Assembly!”

  An old woman is stricken - she weeps,

  She gets none of its meaning,

    What’s the sense of this banner,

    Of such an enormous rag?

How many kids’ feet could it wrap,

    All of them - naked, barefoot…


   Like a hen, the old woman

Somehow clambered over the drift.

   “Oh, Mother of Mercy”

   “Oh, these bolsheviks will be the death of me!”


    A piercing wind!

    Followed by frost!

    And a bourgeois at the crossroads

    Tucked in his collar, his nose.

  

Now who? - A long hair

  Saying under his breath:

    “Traitors!’

    “Russia is finished!”

  Must be a writer -

  A speechifier…


  And look here, a long skirt -

  Off to the side, behind the drift…

  Why so glum today,

    Comrade priest?


  You remember how it used to be,

  Your paunch led the way

  And with its crucifix it shone,

  Your paunch, upon the people?...


  See there a lady in astrakhan

  Has turned to another:

  “How we’ve wept and wept..”

    She’s slipped on the ice

  And - bam - sprawled out!


      Ow, ow!

    Give a hand, help me up!


    A merry wind

    And nasty, and happy.

    It twirls skirts,

    It mows down pedestrians,

    Rips, crumples, and blows away

    A large poster:

“All Power to the Constituent Assembly”...

    And it carries words:


  …And we had a meeting…

  …Here in this building…

    …We discussed -

    Be it resolved:

Ten for a quickie, for the night - twenty five…

  …And for any less - nothing for nobody..

    …To bed we go…


    Later that night,

    The street is empty.

    A single tramp

    Crouches,

  And the wind is whistling…


    Hey, poor devil!

      C’mere -

    Give us a kiss…


      Bread!

    What lies ahead?

      Go on!


  A black, black sky.


  Malice, gloomy malice

    Seethes in the chest…

  Black malice, holy malice…


    Comrade! Keep your eyes

      Open!  



2


The wind carouses, snow hopping about,

Twelve men pass by.


Black rifle straps,

All about - fires, fires, fires…


A butt in their teeth, a crushed hat,

Should be the ace of diamonds on their back!


      Freedom, freedom,

    Hey, hey, no cross!


      Rat-a-tat-tat!

    Freezing, comrades, freezing!


“And Vanya’s with Katya - in some dive…”

“Got kerenskys stuffed in her stocking!”


“Vanyuska’s in clover now…”

“He was our Vayna, but now he’s gone soldier!”


“Hey Vanya, son-of-a-bitch, bourgeois,

Try and get a smooch off me!”


      Freedom, freedom,

    Hey, hey, no cross!

      Katya’s busy with Vanya -

    Busy with what?


      Rat-a-tat-tat!


All around - fires, fires, fires…

On their shoulders - rifles strapped…


Keep up the revolutionary pace!

The tireless foe never sleeps!


Comrades, grip your rifles, don’t get scared!

Let’s put a bullet in Holy Russia!


      Into the old fashioned,

      Into the beshacked,

    Into the fat-assed!


    Hey, hey, no cross!


3


    And how they went, our boys

    To join the red guard -

    To join the red guard -

    To lay down their crazy heads!


    Hey you, most bitter misfortune,

    Life is sweet!

    A ragged coat,

    An Austrian rifle!


We, to the grief of the entire bourgeoise,

Will set the world on fire,

A global blaze of blood -

    Lord Jesus, bless us!


4


Snow whirls, a mad cabbie hollers,

Vanya flies along with Katya -

Electric lamp 

    On the harness…

    Hey, hey, make way!...


He’s in a soldier’s coat

With a clown’s mug

Twirling, twirling a black moustache,

    Keeps twirling,

    Keeps cracking jokes…


It’s that Vanya - quite a bruiser!

It’s that Vanya - quite a talker!

    He’s hugging his little Katya,

      Sweet talking her…


Her head’s tossed back,

Her teeth gleam like pearls…

    Oh you Katya, my Katya,

    Chubby-faced girl…


5


    On your neck, Katya,

    The knife’s scar isn’t healed.

    And under your breast, Katya,

    That’s a fresh scratch!


      Hey, hey, keep dancing!

      Damn pretty legs!


    You used to strut your frilly knickers -

    Go on, sashay!

    You used to screw the officers -

    Go on, have some fun!


      Hey, hey, have some fun!

      My heart stands still!


    Remember, Katya, that officer - 

    He couldn’t duck the knife…

    Or doesn’t it spring to mind, you bitch?

    Is your memory slipping?


      Hey, hey, touch it up,

      Let’s sleep together!


    You used to wear grey stockings,

    You used to gobble chocolate Minion,

    With cadets you used to stroll - 

    Now it’s soldiers you’re doing it with?


      Hey, hey, do it!

      It’ll lift the soul!


6


…Once more he gallops towards us

At speed, the  mad cabbie, roaring, screaming…   


Stop, stop! Andy, help!

Pete, catch him!...


Bang-babang-bang-bang-bang!

A powdery snow flees upward!...


The mad cabbie - now with Vanya - takes off…

Again! Pull the trigger!...


Bang-babang! You’ll get the hang,

.      .      .      .      .      .      .

It’s just like dating somebody’s girl!...


He got away, the asshole! Wait and see,

I’ll deal with you tomorrow!


But where’s Katya? - She’s dead, dead!

Shot through the head!


Well, Katya, you happy? Not a peep…

Lie there in the snow, bitch!


Keep up the revolutionary pace!

The tireless foe never sleeps!



7


    Once more the twelve are on the march,

    Rifles - at their shoulders.

    It’s only the wretched assassin

    That doesn’t show his face…


    He hurries on

    Always faster, faster.

    A scarf tied round his neck

    But he can’t pull himself together…


    “What’s up, comrade, not happy?”

    “Hey, old pal, cat got your tongue?”

    “Why the long face, Petey,

    Got Katya on your mind?”


    “Oh comrades, my mates,

    I loved that girl….

    The dark, drunken nights

    We spent together…”


    “It’s all from the wicked temptation

    In her fiery eyes,

    Because of the crimson mole

    By her right shoulder,

    I’ve destroyed her, not thinking,

    Destroyed her in a blind fit… ah!”


    “You see this jerk, cranking on his hurdy-gurdy,

    What’s up, Pete, all grandmother now?”

    “Really, you gonna spill your guts

    To the world, well be my guest!”

    “Straighten yourself up!”

    “Get a hold of yourself!”


    “Today is not the day

    For us to babysit you!

    We don’t need the added weight

    Dear comrade!”


    So Petey backs off

    No more double time…


    He holds his head high,

    And is cheerful once more…


        Hey, hey!

    Having a little fun’s no crime!


    Lock your doors,

    Today is for looting!


    Open up the cellars - 

    The rabble’s on the town!


8


      Oh you most bitter misfortune!

        Tedious boredom,

          To death!


      Yeah, a bit of time

      I’ll pass, I’ll pass…


      Yeah, a little head

      I’ll scratch, I’ll scratch…


      Yeah, little seeds

      I’ll crack, I’ll crack…


      Yeah, with my little knife

      I’ll slash, I’ll slash!...


    Fly away little bourgeois sparrow!

      Your blood I’ll drink

      For my sweetheart

      With the dark eyebrows…


Grant her soul rest, oh lord, thy servant…


        Boring!


9


The city makes no sound,

Silence lies on the Neva tower,

And there’s no coppers around -

Have some fun, boys, no wine!


Standing at the crossroads, a bourgeois,

His nose buried in his collar.

At his side is huddling, fur bristled,

Tail tucked, a mangy mutt.


Bourgeois standing like a hungry mutt,

Standing speechless like a question.

And the old world, like a stray dog,

Is standing behind him, tail tucked.


10


The blizzard has grown intense,

    Ah, the blizzard, ah, the blizzard!

Each other we cannot see

    Even four paces away!


Snow swirls upward,

Snow rises in a column…


“Oh, my savior, what a storm!”

“Pete! Quit babbling!

What’s he saved you from

That gilded painting?”

“You’re out of your mind, you know,

Use your head, make sense -”

“Haven’t your hands got bloody

For the love of that girl Katya?”

“Keep the revolutionary pace!

The tireless foe never sleeps!”


    Onwards, onwards, onwards,

        Working people!”


11


…On they march without a saint’s name day

      All twelve - into the distance.

        Ready for anything,

        No regrets…


Their rifle barrels

Aimed at unseen foes…

Into a blind alley,

Where sweeps only the blizzard…

Into only drifts of powder -

Where your boot gets stuck…


        Beating upon their eyes

        The red flag.


        Sounding off

        A rhythmic stride.

 

        Look there - waking up

        The cruel enemy…


    And the snowstorm blinds their eyes

        Day and night

        Without end…

      

     Onward, onward,

        Working people!


12


  …Onward they march with a majestic stride…

  “Who’s there? Show yourself!”

  It’s - the wind in a red banner

  Gusting on ahead.


  Ahead - an icy snowdrift,

  “Who’s there in the drift - show yourself!...”

  But it’s only a poor, starving mutt

  That limps along behind us…


  “Piss off, you flea bag,

  I’ll tickle you with a bayonet!

  Old world, you mangy mutt,

  Get lost - or I’ll smack you!”


  It bares its fangs - a hungry wolf -

  Tail tucked in - it won’t drop back - 

  A cold dog - a stray dog…

  “Hey, answer, who goes there?”


  “Who waves the red flag?”

  “Take a look there, can’t see a thing!”

  Who’s scurrying there

  In the shadows of the houses?”


  “All the same, I’ll get you,

  Better give up, stay alive!”

  “Hey, comrade, don’t push your luck,

  Show yourself or we shoot!”


  Rat-a-tat-tat! - And only an echo

  Comes back from the houses…

  Only the snowstorm

  With a long mocking laugh…


        Rat-a-tat-tat!

        Rat-a-tat-tat…


  So they march with a majestic stride -

  Behind them - a starving dog,

In the fore - with a red flag,

  Unseen in the storm,

  And safe from bullets,

Carefully walking over the drifts,

Covered in pearls of snow,

  In a crown of white roses -

  In the fore - Christ Jesus.


Alexander Blok - 1918